I can not go back and start a new beginning, but we can start to day and make a new ending.

I can't undo anything I've already done, but I did face up to it. I did tell the truth and seek forgiveness. And put everything in GOD's hand after that.

Mungkin menjalani kehidupan setelah "ketangkap basah" melakukan kesalahan atau kebodohan pada orang yang kita sebenarnya sangat perduli: sahabat, pasangan, keluarga adalah hal berat untuk dilakukan.. But I did once say :
Love forgive, love is knowing someone: the good and the bad in that person and still wanting to be with them.

It is only human when our first reaction is to hurt that person back...
"If only you know how I feel!!" in other words "I'll get even with you!!"
But after that first reaction, there is second reaction: maybe you forgive. There will be third reaction, forth reaction and so on towards the better.

Sebagai seorang terdakwa yang menjalani hukuman. Ya harus belajar menjalani hukuman dengan ikhlas apalagi hukuman nya didasari oleh cinta yg memaafkan. Love so great, so that other person is willing to still be with you after knowing you've hurt them.

But what if : after this sin confession, forgiveness and "moving on" moment, you have this constant reminder of your sin? Constant sarcastic comments on what a bad person you were? That's when the
"If only you know how I feel!!" in other words "I'll get even with you!!" take part..

I can not go back and start a new beginning, but we can start to day and make a new ending.

I linger on how will my ending be in this story of my life?

Duduk di kursi terdakwa selama nya atau menyadari betapa besar cinta seseorang yang bersedia memaafkan dan melanjutkan kehidupan dengan aku sebagai bagian dari kehidupan nya? Only time will tell...

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